Saturday, June 25, 2005

Silly-3

The beginning of the story...

My song is love
Love to the lovely song
And it goes on
You don't have to be alone
Your heavy heart
Is made of stone
And it's so hard to see you clearly
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna take it back
And I'm not gonna say I don't know that
You're the target that I'm aiming at
Got to get that message home
My song is love
Love to the lovely song
But I'm on fire for you, clearly
You don't have to be on your own
I'm not gonna take it back
Oh, I'm not gonna say I don't know that
You're the target that I'm aiming at
And I'm nothing on my own
Got to get that message home
And I'm not gonna stand and wait
I'm not gonna leave it until it's much too late
On a platform, I'm gonna stand and say
That I'm nothing on my own
And I love you, please come home
My song is love, is love I know
And I've got to get that message home
[ A Message ] Coldplay

Things goes on...

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
[ Fix You ] Coldplay

And I learn that...

And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start
I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the cloud
Oh and I wish that I could work it out
And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part
I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're silver lining the clouds
Oh and I wonder what it's all about
I know is wrong
Everything I do, it's just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and it's the part
That's the hardest part
Yeah that's the hardest part
That's the hardest part
[ The Hardest Part ] Coldplay

Silly-2

那刻我只想跑回家去
蹺了意大利文的課
跌坐在火車廂
理智控制不了我的身體
有些什麼在我的眼眶凝聚
只得用紙巾來承受
對坐的中年男人間斷地偷看
對坐的我間斷地拭畦悁y東到粉嶺
我披上外套
緊緊地包著身體
捲縮著的以取得溫暖

梁寬擺著尾熱情的撲著我的腳
我說親愛的今天我不能陪你玩
明天好不好
明天我會好起來
躲到床上我用被包著身體抱著枕頭
失聲地哭
然後不知何時昏昏沈沈地睡去
又昏昏沈沈地醒來
聽到姐姐回家的聲音
我一直捲曲在床上
直到天亮

鏡子裡我的左眼紅了
才發現隱形眼鏡還付在眼球上
由昨天的早上到今天的早上
是否流了很多淚的關係
脫下的鏡片還是濕潤

Silly-1

Silly people did silly stuff.
What they deserve at the end is the truth that They are really silly.
愚蠢的人做了愚蠢的事
最後得到的是他們真的愚蠢這事實

Thursday, June 23, 2005

23.GIUGNO.2005

i can smell the end of the story/something is going to an end

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

給親愛的

親愛的牛和細,
我知道最近的我確實很demanding,
常常抓著妳們咆哮撒野,
妳們會體諒和包容我嗎?
親愛的。
我確信如此。
謝謝妳們都在我身邊。

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

走過去

我呼吸不到。
我的氣進入不到丹田,氧氣只在我的喉嚨進出,連肺都入不到,我必須提醒自己呼吸。
深呼吸。
我的能量在丹田不斷流失。
你能想像到嗎?!
我拚命的抓緊著意志,當一切都在這五月和我對抗時,我就只能靠意志撐過去。
失望失落哭過n次,但這刻我是那麼堅定的要走過去,縱然這個過程那麼孤獨,我也決定咬緊牙關走過去了。

今晚我讓自己好好哭一場,好好呼吸,好好迎接這個六月。